♥Renevatio♥

Rafidah
SixTeen going to 17
11th December 1993
Damai Primary until 2004
Damai Secondary until 2009
ITE Clementi 2010 Hospitality Operations

♥ I am born a PERFECTIONIST..Thus I will never change for anybody unless I do it willingly.Why should I when I am at content with myself?Thus,the people around must learn to LIVE WITH IT.
I ♥ my family the most.They're my top priority.My friends COMES next on my priority list.They're the ones who can either make my day into a better one or murder me.But mostly,they make my day. ♥
I've been called proud once or twice because of my lack of COMMUNICATION.This is because of my personality DISORDER.Outside I'm SHY or RESERVED but if you were to see me at home,it's the total opposite.Don't like it?LIVE WITH IT!
I can be kind but I can be vicious.I can COMPLIMENT but if you were to treat me like shit,MY WORDS are as SHARP as a knife.
I may not be who you people want me to be but I usually try to adapt to the situation so the people around me can't see my dark side."The PERFECTIONIST"
The music that I usually listen to varies.But this year,I think I am more into the Latin genre.FInd it weird?Not my problem.
Well,to sum it all,let me put a saying, "Treat others the way you want to be treated" therefore through this saying I hope you guys know what I want.Treat me nicely with respect like how I actually treated you. ♥

♥ I hate double standards.I hate people who act as if they're the best and boast about.I hate people who looks down on poor families.
I hate pests,especially COCKROACHES.Disgusting!
There's a lot of things that I hate but I'm not going to list it all down here.
I KNOW some might find me irritating.The ONLY THING I got to say is,"If you find me irritating,please,you're welcome to leave.I'll put a tagboard I can't be bothered if there are spams." ♥

Saturday, May 1, 2010
-12:58 AM-

SWAY DAY I HAD!!!!!!

Hey people!Like the title says...Here goes...I started my day with this blissful feeling growing inside me.As soon as I finished my shower...The phone fell into a pail filled with water.How cool can that be?*Haha..Its cool alright.Idiot!*That's what they say when you never listen to your parents.Its unbelievable that my only source of entertainment at home fell into a pail of water.The lucky thing is that I actually managed to quickly grab it out of the water before too much water got inside of it.I checked it out and everything was back to normal after some processes of wiping and drying.Later,my phone fell again but from the height of an armchair.*Wow fidah..You really are a jerk.Never take care of things one.*FYou you subconcious piece of shit.I didn't mean to actually make this mishaps happen.Now,no more calling or listening/blasting my music whenever I feel like it.I CAN ONLY SMS.WTF!!!Forget it..I did promise to post the lyrics right.Although they are not my favourite band but I can relate well with their music.Its mostly about loneliness lah..That's who I am but I am at content with it.

Skillet-Whispers in the dark

Despite the lies you're making,

Your love is mine for the taking.

My love is just waiting,

To turn your tears to roses.

(Repeat after a pumping music)

I'll be the one that's gonna hold you,

I'll be the one that you run to.

My love is a burning,

Consuming fire.

(Chorus)

No!You'll never be alone,

When darkness come I'll light the night with stars.

Hear my whispers in the dark.

No !You'll never be alone,

When darkness come you know I'm never far.

Hear my whispers in the dark.

Whispers in the dark.

You feel so lonely and ragged,

You lay there broken and naked.

My love is just waiting,

To clothe you in crimson roses.

I'll be the one that's gonna find you,

I'll be the one that's gonna guide you.

My love is a burning,

Consuming fire.

(Repeat chorus until end of song)

There you have it..Something that I relate well with.Got to go now people!!

Fidah ♥

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