Hey people... =(I don't feel like blogging today. I didn't blog for the past coupla days
mainly due to the fact that I can't access this site to blog a post.
I'm seriously down..=(
Now,as usual,I'm at Office Applications. I didn't even do any assignments
set by miss Deon. Sorry miss. I wasn't myself. Usually I loved this lesseon
because I get to do the different assignments and explore the things
I never did before. I know some might be asking. "why I'm sad?"
I'm sad because of two particular reasons.*What is it my dear?
*What happened my darling?* You know what subconcious side?
You can be a sweety at times. Firstly, my phone line got cut.
This is the first time in my entire life that my line got cut.
Murder me now. *Why?* Having no phone line to use is already like
having no life. That's in my opinion. Secondly, HISTORY is repeating itself.
He placed me in a dilema before and He is putting me in dilema AGAIN now.
Why I asked. He stalks me. I don't like it one but. This foreign feeling inside is
still simmering.It has yet to boil. No..That's wrong.. It was just mainly ingredients
at first.Then it boils..Then it simmers.Its just plain hurtful. If you don't get what I'm talking about. Then I got nothing to say..Someday you'll understand..
Nobody said LOVE was going to be easy.
Nobody said LOVE was going to be pleasant.
NOBODY SAID THERE"S NO ONSTACLES IN LOVE.
Fidah
P:S I'm hurting inside.Why won't you say anything.Why convey it to others and then they'll convey to me?Why won't you understand T.F Fidzi?Why put me in a dilema?It hurts...
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Hey people?
I'm back again for an overview of the week..The main important thing you people got to take note of is the fact that my group kind of got the project off on a bad note..Like for real..The main important thing that's got to be tackled is the temper and no perspective..Well...mon,nothing much happened..Same goes for tuesday..But wednesday,i got a big debate..Me and divya actually quarrelled over fir..Not in that term..forget it..Today was...Ended school late..Had a mummy class talk..My appearance also passed the checkout...Well,got to go..I want to rest my eyes for the rest of the trip..nights!
Fidah
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People...
Sounds tired?You got that right...I feel very tired..My feet are hurting...The heels kind of murdered my legs...Talking about legs,my ankles condition became quite frightening for me..I did mention before in my previous blog that my ankles are the plaque in my life but i'm grateful that i have legs to walk...But what's wrong with my ankles..Even after a year of not doing physical activities,it still hasn't recovered?Okay,nevermind that..*BLARDY FREAKING TRAFFIC JAM!*Chill..getting angry over such things doesn't help..
Over the past few days...Me and darling dya got quite close...Of course i don't want her to be uncomfortable with me being close..But then again.I fedl that i'm TOO CLOSE0 to her..I don't want to probe her personal problems..Its best that they tell me themselves without me probing...Well,i'll post another one for an overview of things that happened in school..
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HEY!!!I'm here again blogging at Office Applications.No..Don't get me wrong people.I completed my work so here I am.Well,today was one next to lousy day.I can't say for sure becuse most of the time I am happy.Firstly there's no Sports and Wellness.Secondly,I get to do the project.*Who loves to do projects?Only weirdos would..A stressing one somemore.*...........*Why are you keeping quiet?Say something*........I'm pretending to be dead...I enjoy doing project because of the drama that goes on within it.I accumulate ideas then express my views idiot...Well,I just received a message that school ends at 2pm...Great..Going off now...Bye!FidahFYI...You are being irritating..After repetitions of it,I feel that its lame and immature...**** my FOOT!!!!!!!!
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Hey people...
Blogging through my sweetheart...So tired..It had been a long day today...There's no doubt about that...My team members had been...Ugh forget it...I don't feel like talking about it...There's this feeling inside me..I don't know how to describe it...Why must you be back?Do you know how much i suffered?It hurts to even hear your name..WHY?I was at content after you left...Before you left..You left me hanging...Hanging to my dear emotions with no prospects of where we're leading to..Then you left...Broke me inside out..Now you're back...Something different about you...I'm...I'm having this feeling..This whole thing called love..
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Hey PEOPLE!!!!!Seems hyper right?I know..Well,I'm hyper because I am SO SO excited to start doing a floorplan...I can't wait..*Cekik darah siak dengan project members*Aiyo,don't like thatlah Fidah..They have their reasons.Well,I serously hope they'll take the project seriously from now on because we only have 2 more weeks to go before the submission of the project.There's still quite a number of things that we have yet to think about.Dya and me sacrificed our weekends just so that the number of things that we have yet to accomplished could be greatly reduced.Well,currently in Office Applications.Finished typing out assignment 11.Thanks to my DUDE,Firdaus I managed to accomplish it.Although I can't deny the fact that I actually was pretty pissed off when I met him in the morning.However,I decided to give him another chance because I know there's a whole lot of potential in him then most people think.Shawindah also said that she could complete the types of facilities and services our hotel provide by tomorrow but no pressure.*There's a whole lot of pressure you piece of...Always think everything's alright.Think positive,think positive.Think positive my FOOT!!!" Shut it subconcious mind.I always think positive because I don't want to panic.When I panic I tend to get agitated and start throwing tantrums.I hate that side of me.Well,I'm so looking forward to going back today.I have to go to the lan centre to actually do the floorplan.I'm so so exhausted.Nevermind...Shall go of now...These typing sessions were initially enjoyable but now..ITS HELL..*Haha..Who said life was fair?*Fidah
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Hai PEOPLE!!!Been lazy the past coupla days..That's one of the reasons..The other one is I don't have a computer therefore I have to blog through mobile which is blardy irritating.Well,I don't really feel like blogging...My blog's done..New taggie and such..Well,let's cut it short..Agreed to meet DYA at tampines yesterday.Woke up at around 8am then showered and watched tv.Got ready around 12pm and bus-ed to tampines.Memories flooded back into my mind when I reached old school.Without me realising it,I missed the good and harsh times while being in that school.*Tulah,dulu taknak fikir masak masak,sekarang baru nak regret."You know what,I wasn't talking to you,subconcious side of mind.ONE more time and I'm shutting myself off.Okehh,where was I.Reached Tampines in the nick of time and met DYA.Hang-ed out at Starbucks and discusses.I initially thought we're going to be there for a while and correct some mistakes.But we ended up re-discussing everything because the first idea wasn't going that well.The brain juices could fill a whole venti cup.Mine and Dya's I mean.Then we walked around to find Divya a birthday gift.By the way,Happy Birthday Darling.I ended up dragging DYA to MONDO.My favourite shoe shop due to it's generous discounts.I bought a pair.Since its $19.90 for first pair,I ended up getting the second pair for DYA ($10) but the actual price before the discount is about the same.(Both $30+ each).Got an eye for shopping right?Then we went to Montip or something like that.Found the perfect bag for DIVYA.We shared the cost.Also,the day was filled with laughter.I loved it.The topics that cropped up was unexpected actually.Well,got to go..My time's almost up..Tomorrow meeting DYA again at BISHAN library..FidahP:S Thanks darl for spending the day with me. ♥
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Hey people...
Today was one hell of a day...I was exhausted...But one thing for sure...I didn't see that one coming...What she said,I seriously had a long reflection afterwards...I totally lost it..."What I do in anything is What I do in everything."I totally didn't keep my words to follow this saying...How can I forget?My attitude reflects my well being and my character but how can I show such a negative attitude?Like some people say..The greatest enemy is nothing and no one but yourself..What's past is past...I can't change it...I'm going to see this as my first obstacle that didn't went well...I mean in terms of me getting over it...But I ain't allowing it to pull me down..I apologised to my advisor and I hope I'll get over it and not repeat it again..Let me learn from my mistake...Went home with my darlings...But parted ways at the gate because my dear brother fetched me..Well...Going to bed now...Exhausted taking its toll...
Fidah
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Hey guys!
Well today's post will just be a short one..Mobile bloging has its flaws...I started the day by waking up late...*ya..lazy idiot...*Oh for the love of god knows what..Shut the FCUK UP..You subconscious piece of crap..Then had bread for breakfast and that's it..Didn't eat till now..Its already eight at night...Played board games earlier on...One that i bought years back..Okay now that's done..Well just a short one for dya darling..Thanks for the concern honey..I really appreciate it...I'm good to go..I'll make do with whatever i have...Thanks!Well got to go now...Shall go and make instant noodle...AGAIN... ♥
Fidah
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SWAY DAY I HAD!!!!!!
Hey people!Like the title says...Here goes...I started my day with this blissful feeling growing inside me.As soon as I finished my shower...The phone fell into a pail filled with water.How cool can that be?*Haha..Its cool alright.Idiot!*That's what they say when you never listen to your parents.Its unbelievable that my only source of entertainment at home fell into a pail of water.The lucky thing is that I actually managed to quickly grab it out of the water before too much water got inside of it.I checked it out and everything was back to normal after some processes of wiping and drying.Later,my phone fell again but from the height of an armchair.*Wow fidah..You really are a jerk.Never take care of things one.*FYou you subconcious piece of shit.I didn't mean to actually make this mishaps happen.Now,no more calling or listening/blasting my music whenever I feel like it.I CAN ONLY SMS.WTF!!!Forget it..I did promise to post the lyrics right.Although they are not my favourite band but I can relate well with their music.Its mostly about loneliness lah..That's who I am but I am at content with it.
Skillet-Whispers in the dark
Despite the lies you're making,
Your love is mine for the taking.
My love is just waiting,
To turn your tears to roses.
(Repeat after a pumping music)
I'll be the one that's gonna hold you,
I'll be the one that you run to.
My love is a burning,
Consuming fire.
(Chorus)
No!You'll never be alone,
When darkness come I'll light the night with stars.
Hear my whispers in the dark.
No !You'll never be alone,
When darkness come you know I'm never far.
Hear my whispers in the dark.
Whispers in the dark.
You feel so lonely and ragged,
You lay there broken and naked.
My love is just waiting,
To clothe you in crimson roses.
I'll be the one that's gonna find you,
I'll be the one that's gonna guide you.
My love is a burning,
Consuming fire.
(Repeat chorus until end of song)
There you have it..Something that I relate well with.Got to go now people!!
Fidah ♥
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